Yeah this is gonna be a rant so just scroll past if you want.
So earlier today I bumped in to my ex outside the college whilst I was waiting for one of my closest friends. He decided to smirk and wave at me. Now for those who don’t know, overall we were together for about a year but he ended with me an got a new boyfriend within 2 days.
I found out he cheated on me a numerous amount of times and that really broke me. I hate him so much, much more than anyone for what he did but there are still feelings there as he was the first person I ever loved.
Seeing him today however has just really upset me and made me so angry. I don’t think anyone understands or truly cares and the worst thing is I know its stupid. I don’t think my friends or anyone truly understands just how angry and upset its truly made me saying the guy I used to love so much truly hate me and be so cocky about what he did.